Hi, all. I recently got the idea to go no-touch completely cold turkey.

A little background - I used to be a gooner. Like, a serious chronic one. I couldn't go a few hours without touching myself, and I edged for several hours every day, and came about 3-5 times a day. But one day, I spontaneously decided to go no-touch completely cold turkey. No edging. No gooning. No porn. No touching. No cumming. Nothing.

This happened on Sunday evening, and I've gone from a functioning addict to a completely broken horny mess. Every day has been getting worse. Last night when I got home from work, a horny brain fog set in and completely numbed my head. I spent an hour or so just whining and humping the air, completely rock hard. Even thinking about it gives me painfully hard boners.

This morning, I still didn't emerge from the brain fog. I went to work, and couldn't focus on anything at all. I'm sitting at my desk right now, completely hard and unable to think. My head is completely empty save for one thought: "C'mon. You know you want to relapse so bad. You want to touch. You want to stroke. You want to tease your head like you always do." I'm a Planck's length away from relapsing...

... but I can't get enough of this horny state. I love feeling horny, helpless and weak. It just feels so good to deny myself in this way. I swung from one end of the spectrum to the other. And I love it. I don't want to cum ever again.