I honestly struggle with my sexuality and have a hard time explaining what it is and when it comes to dating it's frustrating. What made me realized that I may be Demiromantic & Demi sexual is that when it comes to the sexual part of me I can have a high sex drive and want sex but I can't have it with a random person or with someone I just met I need to have that genuine connection and for the romantic part I want to kiss/hug but there's need to be a foundation to build up from like just being friends and taking things so slow I like getting to know people naturally and then there's the other thing that makes things frustrating my anxiety it's like the moment when I really want to get to know someone I become afraid like I'm coming on too strong😤.