27M. I've been extremely frustrated and feeling very isolated. No friends, nobody to talk to. It feels impossible to meet anyone. I live one hour from the nearest town and I've been going out every Saturday evening this year. I feel trapped in my own head. Seeing everyone else my age being happy and living life just kills me. Seeing someone I find interesting or attractive and knowing I can't do shit about it makes me wish I was dead. People say there's plenty of fish in the sea but I can't even find any water. Online dating is a living hell. I spend so much money on tinder and bumble with no activity to show for it. I'm so bland and boring and ugly I don't know how I would hold a conversation for longer than 5 seconds if someone did speak to me. Really don't know how much longer I can take this perpetual isolation. Feeling ready for the grave.