Hi everyone! Anyways I am currently working in retail had been in Retail for 16 years while attending colleges and university got my master's degree but still feel stuck in a limbo in that I am trying to change my careers and go for my field of studies which is Aerospace/ Defense (Space). But the issue I have been having is that I am applying to a lot of aerospace companies, but I haven't had much, just a few interviews. And alot of them I get rejection letters, and I am very tired of it.

I also want to go back to university to continue my studies in Aerospace Engineering and, alongside, be a professor at the university. I don't understand why it is I been stuck. I am considered a professional but not in the industry I want to be in.

I have a passion for rockets, fast planes, spaceships, and all that, and that's what I want to work in and do engineering. I am 37, almost 40 years old, and I still feel that I am a loser. I need a change to happen soon.

I want to leave my retail job so badly but I can't at the moment and it's frustrating me.