I'm venting.

I think it's just so vile that he can do whatever he wants and I can't. Oh, yea, he can just go to some club and waste money on some strippers because "he had no idea what a strip club was." LIKE? If I'm dreaming, I better wake up, because I can't believe he's so fucking stupid. I really tried to hook up with someone and it was stressful. And it revealed to me just how screwed I am if I continue down this path AND if I choose not to. Holy shit, it's a desolate jungle out there. So once again, I have to sacrifice my intimate needs or settle which is something I've done in the past and the reward was fleeting...and honestly? I'm looking for a very, very specific type of person who I guess doesn't exist. Consequences!

Plus, the whole household is sick with the worst fever ever and I'm the one who is up and he isn't. He's complaining about how he can't access his PTO. Holy fuck, JUST ASK YOUR BOSS. Work with me on a lucrative venture, I have hundreds, you FUCK.

/end-rant