I've been closeted bisexual for a while now and I recently moved to another city by myself, and the loneliness has been killing me. It's been about a year and I've been having a hard time meeting people and with so much free time Im a borderline porn addict. I tried online dating but only match with girl try to get me to pay for sex or poly girls i'm not attracted to. I am so touched starved I started going to an adult video store try to hook up but it only men. I thought about it before and I watch gay/trans porn but it's different when you're Actually sucking or getting suck I have to close my eyes and image it's someone else I've gotten guys off but I can never finished. Every time I'm feeling starved for physical attention I can find a guy willing/begging for me and I just go along just for the 30-40min of feeling wanted. I don't know what I am they only time I had a dick in my mouth and enjoying it with this beautiful trans woman but that it