So just at the beginning of this month I was obsessing over women, wondering how I could ever have seen myself as straight at all. My brain started telling me that my attraction to men was just comphet and I am actually a lesbian in denial. I tried to feel attracted to boys during this time period but it felt very fake to me.

But right now, at the end of the month, my brain is telling me that all my attraction to women is fake and that I'm straight all along and I never liked women at all. I wonder why I get these thoughts and it makes me wonder if I'm even bi at all. Why is my brain trying to tell me I'm straight/lesbian when I can feel attraction to all genders? My brain is saying one thing and I'm feeling the other.

Just wondering if anyone else feels this way and maybe some advice/reassurance.