Hi! So my wife and I have been talking a lot during sex lately and somehow started talking about me with other guys...

For reference, I've never tried it and have no experience with guys. We're both in our 30s and love to try new kinky stuff together. The other day, I allowed her to peg me and I really liked it - surprisingly amazing experience. Afterwards I simply craved to have the strap on in me and started to blow her...

She thought it was so hot that she has been saying, for couple of times now, that she wants to see me with a real dick in my mouth. It has even progressed into a conversation of guys fucking me while she watches. I come right away every time she describes this in detail and tells things like having a cock coming inside me...

So here I am. How should we proceed? I really want to try it but I'm afraid of what it will do to our relationship afterwards. She wants me to find a guy, but how should I find one without going to Grindr or something - since I don't want my community to really know I'm into guys.

Your thoughts of next steps here?

Thanks!