I think I'm loosing my grip. It seems like lately I can't do anything right. And it's so scary because so much of my life is falling apart. I recently got fired from my job because I lost my sh*t on my co workers after my boss told me that she needed me to and then I called security on another one because she made fun of me for getting caught in the rain. There was some bullying behind the scenes too that I should have handled better like people saying some race and mental health stuff.

So far I've only gotten one part time job and it's ok so far and I try to stay quiet to and keep to myself. My boss expects perfection though and I'm not at that level yet so that's one bad thing. I did tell her about a shoplifter that I saw who was at my old store (I bought some stuff there) and to be careful but I feel weird about it because she totally forgot what she looked like. My drive home consisted of me calling myself stupid and beating myself in the head.

Anyway, can anyone help me. I'm starting Nursing School in a few months and I want to get better and do better. I still need to find a full time job doing something. Please help. Any tips would be appreciated.

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