I feel weird? Like I can’t sleep at night and my mind is racing all the time. Making up scenarios where something bad is going to happen. I’m not sad? If anything I’m just neutral but I don’t feel anything. It’s not like normal neutral either? It feels off. Like nothing is real or I’m in this fake world. I don’t want to tell anyone because I don’t want them to think something’s wrong with me because I don’t even know what’s wrong with me…….every night I get like sudden panic really bad or I catch myself saying something really mean to someone in my house that I didn’t mean. I’m scared and I feel like I’m always being watched or doing something wrong. I’m very confused.