Does it ever bother you that we are so inferior and never will be anything close to all these superior women in the world? Does it ever bother you that we will never be hot enough to be wanted by any man like these superior women are wanted? Does it ever bother you how pathetic we are?? I’ve even tried to stop being a beta, and it’s literally impossible. I’ve evolved into this way too fAr to ever turn back! I literally never compare to any woman my husband interacts with. I even get wet watching him exchange money and food with a female employee at a drive thru. I fantasize about everything. I know it’s pathetic but I’ve never been able to stop, no matter how hard I try!