Hey guys, I used to live in Cambodia which meant I had access to diazepam and basically everything for a few USD. Was super careful about getting the 10mg diazepam that weren’t fakes, and definitely was pelting through them to deal with work stress.

One night I think I got my 5mg and 10mg confused and had a hefty dose of at least 50mgs . Started off by feeling super mellow and then out of nowhere I was filled with this rage I have never felt before. I probably the most passive person on earth, super even tempered and never get angry and I legit destroyed all the furniture in my room, sent scathing messages to friends and ex partners and literally had to hold myself back from punching a wall. I have NEVER experienced this before in my life - and actually read some old law cases from the 80’s of housewives on valium that saw red and shot their husband.

Good link about this - https://www.benzo.org.uk/violence.htm

Have never touched diazepam since (other benzos allll the way) but wondered if anyone else had experienced rage on diazepam before ?

TIA.