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I went through a 30ml bottle ("2mg" per ml, but def more like 1-1.5 because when rebound set in 24 hours later, it was mostly muscle stiffness and nothing super insane, but then another bottle came that I ordered when I blacked out day one. I did only blackout for 2 days, so I'm guessing the bottle maybe had closer to 20-40mg total). Anyways, I just took my last dose of 2mg today and this is day 8. I am also currently tapering off kratom, prior to this benzo bender, I went on a 2 week gabapentin binge (which bromaz helped a lot, went through 180 300mg gabas in less than 3 weeks, first time I ever had withdrawals from gabapentin as I never use it daily..).
I hadn't touched benzos in months prior to this, but I do know I have some mild kindling from various, but short (minus a 2 month benzo binge in thailand of all places..). I took off from work all week and can work from home next monday and tuesday, I have a small 3000mg solution of phenibut otw and gabapentin to possibly help with seizure risk (I only got 3000mg of phenibut specifically so I wouldn't binge or abuse it, or have it for long term use). I dumped out most of my bromazolam and only have a few small doses left for emergencies, would it be safe for me to jump off at this point, maybe dosing .5mg every 2-4 days 1-2x? I honestly do not want to go to detox and throw away a bunch of money for something I could do at home, plus I will at least have cannabis and comfort meds to prevent seizure risk.
Lastly, given that I successffully stop today, would I theoretically be mostly better by next Wed when I have to work in office again? I really need as much advice as possible, like I said, I only used bromaz for 8 days in a row and the solutions were underdosed, so I likely did not consume as much as I did on paper. My main concern is money, I am not eligible for short term disability until I am with my company for a year and I need to pay rent. I have enough in savings for 3 months, plus I get paid next week for my rent check, so I'm good for October at least (Funny how I am actually at least relatively responsible with finanances). Please offer me guidance guys :(
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