Just started counseling for my Girth Dysmorphia and Asperger’s syndrome.

But a few questions I thought of while in session:

It’s a little different than the questions I usually ask.

I’m doing my part to help myself so hopefully I’ll still be accepted here for my questions.

I posted this in both subs to get 2x the answers. Hope that’s ok.

Is sleeping with a dozen women via hookups really the best way to know that I’m big?

Would it be enough to solve any % of my insecurity or is there literally nothing I can do to prove it to myself in real time?

Statistics aren’t enough for me.

Would there even be signs or would most women nonverbally respond as if it’s average?

Also i just started counseling.

Counseling really helps get my mind off it but I’m serious. If I can’t accept it when these subs tell me things I might as well go make my own data.

Will putting myself out there more offer proof of the “goldicocks” BS or are we all just statistic junkies?

I’d love to have a solid sense of confidence for my body but doing it for it’s own sake just sounds stupid. Confidence should not be free.

What I’m thinking will happen is a lot of women saying “your average” implying it, or “your really long but it’s kind of skinny“ when they see it or very lackluster nonverbals.

If that’s the reality then I’m not really the kind of man who can patch myself up with technicalities. I’d rather just accept it and buy into what society says about me being skinny and live with it.

(I was going to ask about your experience but I only ever get answers from the far thicker guys as if they are relatable to me. I’ll skip that question this time for my own sanity)