The title says it all. For the most part I’m happy with my life. I’m fresh out of high school, and planning to work for Boeing. I’m currently holding a pretty steady job as is. I’m living with parents but paying my fair share in terms of rent and chores. But I feel like I could do so much better. My social life kind of faded away because of a mixture of falling outs and just losing touch. And my relationships were disastrous. I feel like I did everything right but I know deep down it was me being not in the right mindset. I want to rebuild both of these aspects of my life, but I’m afraid of having to go through the pain of failing either of those things. And the worst part is that when it comes to skills, somehow, I take failure in stride. But with relationships and social lifestyle, the fear is paralyzing. I honestly just need somewhere to start.