I kind of just cracked the egg or whatever you guys say. I just turned 19 and feel like this is going to ruin my life. My face is so masculine (roman nose, sharp face) and I feel like it would take so much money and time to be female passing. Also I can't imagine the disappointment my friends and family are gonna feel about it. I mean they're all fairly liberal, but still. I've always been a masculine presenting person, playing a bunch of sports, very in shape, low voice, hairy, etc. I'm the only male in my family generation (11 female siblings and cousins) so everyone, especially my grandparents will be disappointed. I just can't imagine a world were this isn't delusion and transitioning actually goes well. Pls help, I feel like my whole reality is collapsing on me right now. I just really need someone to talk to