so, I am on the bi side. Very closeted and very masculine. I’ve always had a crush on my really good looking friend. All the girls love him and he loves all the girls. One night we were hanging out and he started making some weird comments. He said that he’s seen all his friends penis’s but mine and said things that it’s not weird to kiss your guy friends. We were drinking of course. I went inside to go to the bathroom and he followed behind me and started following me to the bathroom. I turned around and said “wtf are you doing you’re freaking me out” and he just smiled and was like “whaaaat” and I was like go to the other bathroom! He tried following me again and I was like go to the other bathroom! And he laughed and went to the other bathroom.

When the night started to wind down (we were at our one buddies house), we shared a bedroom and he always sleeps in his boxers (I’ve seen his dick before…it’s huge). I stripped down to mine too. We feel asleep and I woke up in the middle of the night and cuddled him a bit (I was big spoon) he put his one leg over mine and scooched his butt into my crotch area. We fell asleep like that. I woke up later again and my hand was like right on his dick and his dick was hard. Like I could feel his boner and he seemed to be asleep. I gently and ever so slightly rubbed his dick with my finger and I could feel it almost pulsing and he didn’t move or anything. I pushed down on it and it pulsed back. I could really feel how hard his dick was. At this point, I stopped and layed there and contemplated just making a move but I was afraid he’d be like what the fuck. I couldn’t tell if he was sleeping or pretending hoping I would make a move. This isn’t the first time we’ve shared a bed or cuddled (I woke up once to his head on my chest). What do you guys think? Do you think he was hard because of me or maybe he just had morning wood? Would love to hear everyone’s thoughts.