So this may or may not be the best place to post this, but i'm going to leave it up for a few hours and see if any decent people respond. I call myself a closeted bi guy, but im really mostly gay, i think Ive just always thought i wouldnt come out until i find a man i want to spend the rest of my life with. Ive had the same fwb now for like a year. I really enjoyed hanging out with him, i thought our chemistry was good. I tried to be attentive to his needs, etc... but he decided to break off the benefits, and just be friends because he has someone else he wants to pursue a relationship with. It's a bit raw now, and im not the kind of guy to throw myself into random meaningless sex to hide my emotions. But i am in the closet, so i dont have anyone to really share with. I will naturally go through, and have begun, the "why am i not good enough for relationship material", and "could i have done anything different", and "am i goig to die alone?" Even though i knew going in that this was a fwb situation, i still kind of want more from life ya know? Anyone else ever had this experience and want to to talk about it? I'm aware that i am opening myself to the usual closet-case bashing, and i just ask that you understand that everyone makes a choice whether to be open or discreet, and there are reasons, so please just be kind.