Whew. I jumped into the deep end. Bottoming always hurt and I prob had some shame issues and was a total top until this spring. Tried it again and while not amazing, it felt ok. Tried a few more times until on amazing day ok still trying to recreate. New fuck buddy fucked me Friday night. Not bragging but his dick is like 9 or 10 inches, but a “takeable” girth. He fucked me a lot but never was like ooh ooh get it out - it was good but I think I over douched and nerves weren’t as sensitive. Anyways today (Sunday) my ass is like deeply sore, like I worked it out (which I guess I did). I think I scratched my itch for a bit and will go back to topping for a while. I’m def not built to be a power bottom but nice to know I can* take a dick.

TLDR: fmr total top that’s recently started to enjoy bottoming doesn’t understand how bottom-leaning dudes take cock week in and week out bc butt soreness.