I am 17 years old.

I really wanted to finish school and go to university at the Faculty of Economics and I did it. But I want to go back in time. Adult life scares me as if I cannot imagine that I will live separately from my parents. Can't let go of those days.

I like to take random photos when I'm with my friends (they are from different countries and don't come often), but not for social networks, but because I like to watch them after a long time and try to remember those moments. And my friends think I'm weird.

I think my last year was the best and the worst. I finally met my friends for a long time, but when they left I started a very long depression. And I noticed that I have the same emotions as in that year. I was depressed at the same time.

I hope you can tell me

thanks