I feel 99.999...% certain I will never drink again. I completely forgot about alcohol. I can go to bars, be home alone with alcohol in the house, hold someone's drink, smell it, have conversations about it, ect. It might as well be water. I came up with an analogy. To me alcohol is like your least favorite cand. You can see it, see people eat it, get offered it and simply decline. Like why would I eat it?!? I just don't want it, I never think about it, that would be crazy. Do you ever think about your least favorite candy? No, until you see it, it's then a 2 second thought "ew wtf" that's it. Idk, I'm lucky as fuck I guess. Just wondering if other people feel this way. It bothers me because I can't help others, I have zero coping skills, distractions, way to avoid it. Is this just "normal" at the 6 month mark. I can't imagine my mind changing its mind. If this is normal, dose this confidence fade away?

My heart goes out to those in this family who struggle everyday. We will all do this! And those who will continue to drink, its ok, just be safe, and know that none of us look down on you. Love you all!!