I recently have gotten into a great relastionship. Good communication, we love each other, deep trust and we want to spend our lives together, ive known her for atleast 4 years and we finally came clean about our feelings for each other and despite our fears of never talking again we have given it a go. I also acuried a management position and am making good hours with decent money, not to mention my health is getting better and better with the passing days. The only thing i can complain about is my friends really since i feel that they are at the level that i am with my girlfriend. I know i cant talk to them about anything, i bring up anything i have an issue with and they are extremely defensive and its a battle everytime. It makes me not want to talk to them as much and only be/ hang out with my girlfriend.

Even as i write this and even before im just listening to them be damn near children, i know it isnt healthy to spend every waking hour with my girlfriend but damn, i just dont want to be annoyed with them everytime i log into our calls. I dont want to give them up as they are my only friend group but i guess i need to distance myself from them. Then when i do that they say they miss me but all we literally do is sit in the call and play the same games over and over. I dunno maybe i shouldnt compare my gf to my friends. I just wish i could be 100% myself with them as i am with my girlfriend.