Its been… 9?! Months since we made it officially officially, and there still isn’t a day in which I don’t think about you.

We started out in complicated situations, playing a game we knew as dangerous. On and off in a roller coaster of emotions, multiple times, we kept hopping back on that cart.

This last ending felt right, yet why can’t I get you off my mind? I was actually a bit surprised at the ‘how’ you decided to say goodbye, but don’t fault you one bit. Had I known our last time was really gunna be our last time, I would have done things so differently.

There’s so much that I wish i could have shared w/ you, to help explain my end of complication.. I know you still would have loved me all the same if not all the more.

Over the last couple of weeks, I’ve come really damn close to breaking down and reaching out to you… but each time I knew it would be unfair of me to do so..

If you get this, and I hope you do, I just wanted to let you know that i miss you and would love to see you again.

-s