People say I’m aggressive but I’ve always had to get shit done. I started and finished it. So I’m relationships I’m more of the caregiver. I’m aggressive because things have to get done. If there are two in a “relationship” and things don’t get done by one then someone else has to do it. I’m learning to choose myself and choose better partners. They really can bring you down with them or push you up to heights unimaginable. I was the one pushing you up while you were weighing me down. Now meeting better people. Who breath life into me, I’m slowly finding my soft era. I’m slowly leaving survival mode and constantly having to tell myself “I’m okay.” It’s a whole new world. It’s scary but at least I’m exploring and curious instead of fixing and controlling.