We've been going to a local lifestyle club since March. We've played with eachother and she's been felt up and kissed by other guys but that was as far as it's gone. I was kind of on the fence on totally sharing her with someone else. As I thought about it more, I came to the conclusion that I might not want to share the intimacy and closeness that we have but the actual sex act might be okay.

My thing is massages. Both for relaxation and for foreplay when they turn erotic. She loves getting a good massage so I was thinking this could be good way to proceed. We went to a massage party a few weeks ago. She was massaged by one then two guys (four hands). They massaged and manually stimulated her. She also manually stimulated them. A third guy was added after awhile. Then it became him and her. He provided an amazing massage and more manual stimulation. She got him off the same way.

Fast forward a few weeks. We were messaging. He asked if she wanted another massage. So, I did something I said I’d never do. I hosted someone at our house. We set a time for him to come over. As with the event a few weeks before, I told her she could do whatever she wanted. I would tell her if I wasn’t comfortable with something. He came over, set up his table, gave her a good massage that turned erotic with him fingering her. Then he asked me if he could go down on her. I said yes. He did that and manually stimulated her for awhile. He then asked her if he could fuck her (he said it nicer lol). They both looked at me, I said yes. He slide a condom on before sliding into her at the end of the table. I had been laying on the bed watching everything. I was kind of turned on but it really wasn’t that hot and sexy. Maybe because there was no intimacy. No kissing. He was feeling her breasts while they fucked but that was about it. Maybe I watch too much porn but it’s always much hotter in those videos. This just seemed very mechanical.