I’m at my limit with my supervisor and coworkers. I love my job, I really do, but it’s so hard when my supervisor speaks so rudely to me and is so kind, caring and nice to literally everyone else. This has been going on for six years and occasionally, she’ll be nice to me and include me. But 98% of the time she nitpicks my work, questions me and everything i do, or ignores me. I literally started listening to true crime podcasts so we could have some common ground and she isn’t interested in talking to me. I can’t win with her. I’ve literally asked her and brought this to her attention, several times, but she always says “oh, I don’t mean to” and I really don’t believe that any more.

The big issue here is the fact that if I want to work somewhere else, I’d need to move cities. I love the actual work; I’m very passionate about it. The job also has great benefits and pays well, so I’d be hard pressed to leave it. I also don’t want to move. I have family here and I am not in a financial position to find another line of work.

I guess I just hate the fact that there’s nothing that can be done here. Im the one with the issue. But this really wears me down and I’ve worked so hard to try and not let it bother me but it does. Im here full time and see her every day. I’m sure it sounds ridiculous that I’m suicidal with this being a major reason, but I’m just. I can’t do it anymore. And I shouldn’t have to. But… no other options.