I don't have a deadly condition like some people due but I feel like suicide should be legalized for people with untreatable serious health conditions or at least a psychedelic/bufo/DMT retreat for others with mental health issues. I want to die so badly right now, I'm just exhausted from dealing with everyone else's issues and mines. With my mother's dog about to die and my grandfather having breathing issues and me with no job, struggling in school, my boyfriend going to jail for a week with no other close friends besides my ex-friend Eve. Who left me because I was a burden due to my depression and anxiety. While she was very manipulative and condescending towards me. She had over 3k followers on Tiktok but blocked and deleted her account because I had a suicide attempt at her house. I wish I was successful. I hate existing and I don't see a point in it anymore. I took Dmt and saw life is a never-ending cycle so if I die I'll probably just exist somewhere else still in pain. I'm just mad that I'm stuck here. I don't really know how to make the best of it. Everyone and everything is draining me out. I want to escape so badly and sometimes .