Feeling very insecure about this, but posting here in the hopes to reclaiming the experience for myself. I (23f) had my first mmf experience yesterday with my fwb (22m) and his friend (22m). Me and my fwb had talked about doing it and I had agreed, but we originally talked about trying to schedule something after the holidays. Doing it yesterday was kind of sprung on me. Anyways, it happened at my fwb’s place. He texted me and asked if I wanted to come over. I did. And after I was on my way he said his friend was free and that it would be a good day to try the mmf. I just said okay but I was really nervous. When I got there, his friend was already there. We sat down and chatted some and then my fwb handed me a lingerie set that I had left at his place and told me to change into it. I excused myself and did so, and when I came back we started. First it was just kissing both of them, kind of like taking turns as they both also began to touch my body. They then began to take off their clothes and put out their dicks and then I was on my knees taking turns blowing them. We then went into the bedroom. I was stripped naked and laid on the bed with either man on each side of me, again taking turns kissing each of them and trying to stroke both of their dicks with my hands as their hands explored my body: my face, neck, breasts, stomach, hips, legs, and then my clit and vagina and ass. My fwb lubed up his fingers and inserted it into my ass; first one and then two, his way of prepping me for something bigger. We then repositioned. The friend laid on the bed, I got over him and put his dick on my mouth, and my fwb got behind me and began putting his dick in my ass. We were like this for a few minutes, but once we were at a point where I was warmed up and he could fuck my ass without issue, we repositioned again. This time I climbed on top of the friend so that his dick went in my vag. I began riding him and he began fucking me from the bottom, and then my fwb climbed behind me, put his dick back in my ass, and continues fucking. And we stayed like that for a bit. It was so awkward because it felt like we were all out of sync, and so we were all going kind of slow, but I guess we got coordinated because at one point it felt like the friend below me and the fwb behind me were each fucking me vigorously. But that only lasted for a little bit. My fwb slipped out and put it back in (ow), and the rest was both going more slow until 1) my fwb blew his load in my ass, 2) he got off of me, 3) the guy under me tossed me so that he was on top and then flipped me over, and 4) put his dick into my ass and fucked me until he came. Afterwards we each took turns jumping in the shower. Afterwards we were all dressed and hanging out chatting as if it never happened. Today I’ve received texts from both of them saying how much they enjoyed it and how they’d like to do it again soon. I’m still processing it. It was a lot for me, both emotionally and physically. But I can officially say that after this I’m a slut.