i can’t stop thinking about last night and i don’t want to tell my friends so im coming here. i went to a house party with my college friends since i can’t get into clubs yet. i just broke up with my high school boyfriend a couple weeks ago so i was on a mission to get over him by getting under someone else. i made out with at least 3 guys before it hit 12, all of them were rlly aggressive with grabbing me and it turned me on so much. the last guy knew the house well and took me up to the bathroom. he pushed me to my knees and i swallowed him like a good girl. he didn’t even fuck me after, he just left.

i was kinda upset cause i was drunk and wanted to feel wanted. i was going to just leave and on my way out this really hot, clearly older guy grabbed my arm and offered me a drink. we started flirting and he had his arm around my waist. he pinned me against the wall and we made out, i can still remember his hands sliding up and down me. whatever he gave me to drink was super strong and i was getting dizzy so i told him i needed to sit. he brought me to one of the bedrooms to lay down and started kissing down my thighs. of course i was already soaked from all the making out and sucking another guy off. he played with my pussy with his fingers until i basically just begged him to fuck me. the sex was so good, maybe partly because i was really drunk but he fucked me missionary, doggy and from below (i tried to ride but could barely hold myself up). i think he wore a condom but i honestly can’t remember.

i closed my eyes to rest for a bit after and he stepped out. the door opened a while later and the guy i had given a blow job came in. he told me he wasn’t done with me and i just caved. i was sore from the guy before but so turned on that he had come back for me. the second guy was pretty rough and was calling me a slut for letting him disrespect me. he fucked me from the back the whole time, grabbing at my tits and pulling back my hair. i know he came in me for sure but im on BC so i didn’t say anything. he asked if i needed a ride home and dropped me off at my dorm, so i gave him my number for being a gentleman in the end. my friends thought i left when i had originally planned to and they have no idea i let two guys fuck me