Context is important. I grew up extremely religious thus being pure was important. However, like any horny 18 year old, we found other ways to feel pleasure. No, we don’t soak, that’s another religion you’re thinking about, haha.

My release was: A N A L. I really, truly love anal. The pressure and the initial pain feel so amazing. Combine that with some light rubbing of my clit and I’m in heaven. Anal wasn’t against the rules.

Of course I wanted to trying all kinds of different positions to see what I liked most. Well, reverse cow girl was explored. I’m not sure why this position exclusively makes me feel this way, maybe it’s the angle and the pressure but… when I tried it, it felt so good but I also felt odd. As soon as I lifted off my man, I completely pooped 💩 on him. Needless to say I ruined the moment.

Fast forward - Well with the next boyfriend we tried again (of course I had to try again, it felt good). Same thing.

Now it’s the one position I can’t do for anal.