I try to be a very good girl every day. I have been with my partner for 7 years and married for 2 years. I have very unusual fantasies, in short I want to be treated like a slut, I like being choked and generally I like to vomit.

My husband is a great guy, but in bed... he also wants to be treated like a slut, humiliated and lose control, which is why we don't get along.

My husband had to go to another country because of work.

I had a little affair with a friend who was a woman, She is a very dominant woman and I, well, gave in to her and my evil side won. it's been an affair for a year, but I still felt like I wasn't getting what I wanted.

Desperate, I wrote on websites such as Reddit about my bed fetishes. The response was enormous, but only one message really interested me. So I made a coffee date and had to go to another city. The guy was nice and I had a good time talking to him. he asked me about my limits and we agreed that our safety sign would be crossed fingers.

We went to his apartment, he asked me to fix my makeup in the bathroom. During this time he poured water into the bathtub. He tied my hands and told me to get into the bathtub.

We were drinking wine and in the meantime he started touching me and kissing my neck. And suddenly he pushed my head under the water, I fought but there was nothing I could do. he pulled my head out and I could barely catch my breath and he pushed my head back under the water. he repeated it several times.

at one point I started choking so much that I desperately tried to catch my breath, my lungs started to burn and I passed out. he woke me up by slapping me on the face with his dick, and then without any fuss he went all in my mouth while I was coughing. while he was fucking my mouth I was fighting for my life, I had never felt so aroused and wet.