ive recently come into the fact that i might be a sissy. i worship cock so much than ever before but i want to do it right. i start to goon out whenever im high and alone in my room. a few nights ago, i got my dildo and sucked on it, after an unstoppable urge to deepthroat it plagued my mind. the only problem is i have some kind of cotton mouth when i get high and it cant be as wet as i would want. my spit wasnt wet enough and i got a little turned off afterwards. and i couldnt imagine swallowing its cum. i just want to learn to be so cock crazy so that i can be a perfect little sissy to serve cock. if theres any way mentally to convince myself that i need that cock and want to swallow it all, i need to know. i hope you can help this new sissy slut.