Service Requested: A custom, humiliation heavy JOI/E video with an intentionally prolonged delay before delivery. With occasional teasing, taunting and humiliating messages (preferably on Telegram) to be sent throughout the waiting period.

I'm hoping for at least a 6 minute video with a waiting period somewhere between 20 and 30 days. And a random amount of messages. But the length of vid, duration of the waiting period and amount of messages are all negotiable. I'm happy to discuss it.

Budget: $130 plus one of the following:

Either:

1. At the end of the waiting period, an extra $1 for each day that the waiting period lasted (so, if the waiting period lasts 24 days, I'll pay an extra $24, etc). When that time comes, just let me know that "today's the day" so to speak and I'll send that extra payment before the video can be delivered.

OR

1. If I find that I can't stand the wait (or if I "cheat" and cum any time during the waiting period), I will pay an extra $45 as a "buyout" for earlier delivery of the video.

Payment Methods: Cashapp, Venmo, Throne, Wishtender (if it's working for you), Amazon (either wishlist purchases or GCs) and Paypal.

Type of Seller I'm Looking For: Preferably someone mean, sadistic, controlling, bratty. But I'm also okay with someone who's more just teasing with a "take-pity-on-you" tone, if you want to take this in somewhat a lighter direction. Bonus points if you have a convincing laugh. Showing face is preferred but not required.

I will only work with verified sellers who are allowed to post in this sub. All non-verified sellers who contact me will be blocked and reported as warranted.

Specifics: I definitely enjoy receiving custom content that I order, but I've found that I like the anticipation for it almost as much. I like the nervous, excited and frustrated feeling that I get while I'm expecting delivery. So, I'm hoping to prolong that experience for as long as I reasonably can.

For the waiting period: I'd like the waiting period to start on the day that I send initial payment. While I'm hoping it will be at least 20 days long (and up to 30), I'd prefer to not know exactly how long it will last. I want to be nervous and on edge the entire time, never fully knowing when it'll end. To make it even more random, I'm even okay with going past the 30 days (within reason, probably no more than 40), as long as you're okay with it and that I do, ultimately, get the video at some point.

For the messages: With my budget, I know I can't expect constant interaction. I just want a few messages sent occasionally and randomly throughout the waiting period to tease, taunt and humiliate me, both for being a loser in general and for asking for this wait. They can be mostly text-based but I would like a few with media (pic, voice note, etc) included as well. Be as creative with them as you want. And to make sure I don't take too much of your time with these, I will not respond to any of them unless you explicitly instruct me to.

I mostly use Telegram, but I'm okay with messages being sent here on Reddit, if need be.

For the video: I want this video to focus on humiliating me for being such a beta and for being sexually inadequate/useless. I'm literally a 40 y/o virgin with a very small dick, with no chance of being able to please a woman physically. I want to be encouraged to remain pussy-free, keep watching porn, accept my fate as hand humper, etc. If you're going the meaner route, please wreck my ego, really put me in my place.

I want this to be a JOI/E with an emphasis on the instruction and encouragement. Being very detailed with exactly when and how, hopefully in humiliating and belittling ways.

Full disclosure, I am a severe prejac (usually anywhere from 5 to 15 secs, even from a "cold start" and sometimes soft) and I have bad ED. I need these inadequacies taken into account for the actual JO parts so that I can last the entire video. But, of course, I expect to be thoroughly humiliated for needing such considerations.

Please include other instructions, as well. Such as if/when I'm to sit, stand or kneel while watching. And if/when I should be completely naked or just take my pants/underwear off. Things like that.

Towards the end, at your discretion, please provide a short countdown for me. I leave it up to you if my orgasm should be ruined. But if it is, I just ask that you let me know right before you give me the countdown.

And as you close out, please laugh at me, flip me off, insult me - whatever's fun for you - but I just want to feel even worse in my post-orgasm clarity.

As for anything else, here is a list of my kinks: foot/armpit/body worship, SPH, beta/virgin humiliation, flip-off fetish, porn addiction encouragement, pussy-free conditioning, CFNM, very mild CBT, some pain (like spanking, face slapping, clothespins on me), bodywriting, CEI, forced bi, cuckolding. Feel free to use, or not use, any of these in the video as you see fit.

Please no nudity, but tight, revealing clothes are encouraged. Please tease me with your body in whatever ways you want to show me what I'll never have.

Also, no references to any of the following: toilet/vomit/snot stuff, religion, politics, stuff that should go without saying, etc.

Sorry for such a long post, but if you made it this far, thank you so much for your interest! I won't be able to fully review responses until later tonight (probably around 11ish PM EDT), so I might not be able to respond until then or early tomorrow.

Thanks again!