In all but one of my past sexual relationships, I've been the dom. In all ut one of my relationships, I've been the one pinning my girlfriend down and pounding her out....but one ex of mine, the girl I met just as I was leaving high school, she was truly honest with me. She loved me, for sure, but she didn't want my cock. Not nearly as much as her coworker's, or roomie's, or even her ex boyfriend's. I miss that a lot.

I miss the feeling of powerlessness, of being made third wheel in the bedroom, even excluded. Ironically, as much as I like sex, I like not having sex even more. The brutal honesty, the constant teasing, the name calling, and the way my dom side got squashed down and neglected. I'm better off a cuck anyway. I might have a pretty decent sized dick, but I lack the stamina, the flexibility, and...I mean who am I kidding, there are plenty of guys out there way bigger than me. I want nothing more in life right now than for a short, voluptuous goth bitch who knows she's out of my league to tell me straight up, that she loves me, but she needs better cock. I want her to put me down, tease me, shower me with love when I need it, and make sure I never forget what I really am - a big ole cuck.