I am really tense. i already have a chronic condition dry eye which i finally have been able to manage. however ever since i injured my right arm as a casino dealer 4 months ago. my life has been hell. my worker compensation doctor couldn't diagnose me and just dismissed my pains and weakness reasoning i don't have any structural damage. i got fired from my previous job. i have been unemployed for a month. my money is drying up. past week i had applied for few jobs. today i got the job offer. but deep down i knew i couldn't do it. it was a live chat job. good pay, full time. but after thinking thoroughly i had to reject it knowing my condition. i don't regret it. but i feel bad about my inability to accept the job. i am still unemployed. i worry so much. i am so much stressed. i want this to get over soon. I have so much responsibilities. i need to pay rent, college fees and on top of that i have to look after my parents, younger sister and mentally ill brother. i have loans to pay. i wanna cry. i promise i wont complain a bit just fix my hand and give me my ability to work back.