Why didn't anyone warn me about how lonely your 30s can be/are? All my friends smell of weed or little babies. I'm lucky to have a job that gives me an inordinate amount of free time, and I do try really hard to live my life, but it's really fucking lonely and seems pointless a lot of the time.
When I'm not rotting in front of the television, I'm doing other things to fill my time. I like gardening, a lot. Quilting too. I’m pretty into nature; I raise monarch and swallowtail butterflies as a hobby that rivals a full time job. I’m pretty obsessed with nature for the most part. I have a gorgeous garden that I pride myself on pampering. It’s my sanctuary.
My other passion is homemaking—cooking, flower arranging, decorating. I am living through an extensive home renovation and it’s kinda the most fun thing I’ve done in a while.
i’m also studying for the bar exam (UBE for you 3LOLers and other barred individuals)!
But everything just feels like I'm in transition from one place to another, waiting for the affliction of crow's feet and wondering whether it's finally time to learn what a vericose vein is. It feels like I’m just getting started, maybe, but I’m also exhausted and feel like I’ve missed so many opportunities already.
I love meeting new people, but I’m not looking for anything in particular.
About me: Pisces-Aries cusper, eldest child, cat lady, anxious gardener, butterfly breeder.
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