36F BBW looking for love. Preferably someone between the ages of 35ish-55ish. I’m somewhat flexible with this. I’m NOT interested in Friend only or FWB connections. I am really looking for the whole package of a committed relationship leading to marriage.

I am unable to relocate as I have 3 kids. Their dad isn’t super involved, but he is still their dad and I am trying to keep a civil friendship for the sake of the kids. We are not technically divorced yet, but it should be wrapped up soon. There hasn’t been anything between us in years and we decided to get divorced in January of 2020. You can see why that flopped. Then financial constraints kept us tied together until recently.

I was raised by a Catholic and a Jew, so I guess I’m a cashew? I claim to be Jewish, but the kind that eats bacon…. And never goes to synagogue…. Or really practices in any way.

I read a lot. I’m a hopeless romantic and also a kinky book hoe, but I promise I would only cheat on you with my imaginary book boyfriends. Bonus points if we read scenes together and try them out later ;)

I am artistic, but in a musical way. I have a couple small tattoos.

I am quite liberal on most political topics.

I am looking for something long term that would lead to marriage. I’m pretty certain I would like to try for one more child. I have a bit of a breeding and lactation kink I would love to fulfill. I am a very sexual person, and open to a lot of kinks, but I am not someone who can share my man. Just not possible for me. I like a bit of D/s, but I am not a pain slut. I sometimes like to get a little subby, especially in a Daddy Dom dynamic.

I’m someone who show love through gifts and touch. My ideal evening is just cuddling on the couch together watching a movie or reading and just touching. I’m super clingy and I will likely fall fast and hard for the right person. I could honestly see myself remarrying by the end of the year. I know it’s fast, but I have been ready for love for a long time. If I find my person, I don’t see a point in waiting.

No drugs, I don’t smoke, and while I am not opposed to a drink or two in a social setting, I probably limit that to 2x a year or so. Im not a lush and I don’t like being drunk or being around people who are drunk. While I can see the value of medical bud, it’s just not something I want to be around, or want my kids around. In my state it is completely illegal.

I am definitely too heavy, and while I need to work on taking better care of myself, I will never be thin.

If you made it to the end, I’m pretty impressed. Message me if you think we might be right for each other. I look forward to seeing how things go.