i want to experiment with LSD

I dont know if Im actually going to do this, its a thought Ive had that ive seriously considered, nothing more nothing less

I have been experimenting with LSD recently, and one of my favorite part of this drug is how it challenges and humbles me, but I feel like when it does this my toes are only dipping in the water, I want to go head under.

From all my trips ive noticed a trips climax can only get so good, but a bad trips climax can be much more high.

This experience can make or break a person I think, but i believe that it would allow me to fully let myself know who I am and explore my conscious in the way I would act in the worst experience imaginable with whatever nightmares my brain produces for me

I would put myself in a realistic environment where I would be fine with a sitter who would just let me trip unless they need to intervene, but it would still be a very uninviting place to trip in, such as a small space or just a non welcoming environment.

Im aware of the repercussions of this experiment but Im just wondering if anyone else has seriously considered this despite the terrible repercussions it could have despite the great success you could achieve

(200-300ug)

Im not here to be reminded how it shouldnt be done, try to ask about or understand my perspective on this experience