a few days ago i wrote this post... i wanted to add something.

about 10 months ago i started to get interested in psychedelics. 6 months ago i started to have my first experiences. up to now i have done about ten shrooms and lsd trips.

the trips themselves have been very beautiful, euphoric and profound experiences. but in my life i feel like something has broken.

i have lost important friendships and i can't figure out which direction i should go. in a few words: i feel lost.

i don't know if it's a common thing, the fact is i don't know if it's the case to use psychedelics anymore... and above all i don't know how to get out of this unpleasant situation.

studying psychedelics i felt like i had found a useful but also fun tool (i don't want to deny it)... but now i wonder if i convinced myself that it was for me just so as not to disappoint my expectations.