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Took a good hit with my HHC vipe yesterday and Something strange happened. I normally dont visualize, only when smoking weed or hhc. But yesterday hit diffrent.
I was in a room and all mathematics was pooring into and thru me and i felt like i know everything. Wasnt able to think about it or phrase it in words. Just felt like knowing every answer to every question. There was wayyy more. I felt like diving into signs and symbols and i saw an old maya temple, but cant remember the rest
So, problem now is, i listen to vivecs trip reports and i noticed similaritys between his storys and what i saw, while it happened. So idk now if i just imagined everything to feel special, since i only took hhc and no dmt or shrooms or anything compareable.
Also i remember, having a fake ego death? It least thats what i would imagine it to feel. But i noticed, me wanting ego death while it happened so i tried to observe the one, that wants ego death. Then i realized, im watching, so i was lookong for the one, whos observing me while observing. It was a confusing loop and i remembered krishnamurtis words "the observer is.the observed" so i "tried" to identify with the experience but noticed, "me" is trying it again.
Very confusing tho...
I will add text in the future, when remembering more details
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