I’ve been sick a lot this week and have spent a lot of time just feeling crummy. Saturday rolls around and I was finally feeling better. I watched some of the championship games with my roomate and then when he left the idea to have some fun hit me.

I drove to CVS first and bought some more lube, some more cold medicine, and those Vicks shower things. Figured I’d enema and then shower with one of those so I’d be able to breath better while playing.

When I got home I cleaned up and took an edible, these ones take over an hour to kick in. I figured I’d just listen to my body. If I was too sick/ not feeling it I’d just watch TV and relax, if I was feeling it I was going to have stuff ready. So I pulled out my fav toys and put them on a heating pad to start warming up. I pulled out the fucking machine and even grabbed the ottoman from the living room to try a few new positions. I laid my huge throw blanket over my bed (started using this every-time and it makes cleanup so much easier/ feels amazing on my skin while naked and high). I turned all the lights off except the corner lamp which gives off the perfect warm light and the TV was on too which helped create the perfect mood lighting. The room felt warm, cozy, and relaxing.

I laid on the bed and started teasing my hole. Massaging in circles, slowly probing deeper, grabbing my ass cheeks and lightly cupping them. I reached for the lube on the heating pad and applied a little on a finger. Very quickly that finger was knuckle deep inside of me. I stood up and went to the bathroom to enema. Enemas have become a must on days I really want to explore. It’s just so much cleaner, easier, and idk if feel like I’m commuting to a longer session if that makes any sense.

With a cleaned up ass, a gummy starting to kick in, and a nice cold drink I locked my bedroom door and decided to enjoy whatever happens.

I opened up Reddit and began reading sex stories, confessions, and scrolling through my homepage full of all things arousing. I turned on my side and let my fingers tease my ass again. After relubing, I knew I wanted to use my aneros. So off the pad it came, lubed up, and rocked my ass back and forth on it as it stretched my ass until it slid in like it was meant to be there all along. I knew tonight was going to be fun as the contractions started immediately. I had to put Spotify on my Tv because to football game was a little distracting. When the music played my focus locked in.

With each hip movement I made, the toy massaged my prostate, the blanket massaged my cock head and the moans left my mouth. I knew I’d blow way to soon with penis pleasure so I forced my self on my knees, and oh so quickly my ass was popped out as my back arched and my face was forced against the mattress. Soon that familiar buildup could be felt at the base of my cock. Body spasms wrecked my body, I just let the pleasure take over, still it just kept building. My hips got into this thrusting groove, a deep moan left my lips, and I started gushing like a geyser. I could feel the spray hitting my chest, thighs, belly, and all over my cock.

While still spraying the muscle spasms weren’t done, I curled into a ball as the last few dribbles left my cock. Still wave after wave of pleasure smacked into me. I went from balled up to stretched out on my back, back to my side in a ball, laying on my stomach, back over again till I’m on my back and I start spewing again. My arms are heavy, my eyes are sealed shut, then I feel like a weighted blanked is being laid on me starting at my feet till it reaches my neck. I lay there gasping for breath, exhausted, soaked, and completely satisfied.

I must of dozed off for a few minutes, but I opened my eyes and got back on my phone. I was back on Reddit and thought, “maybe I’m done?” I didn’t need to use my dildo, the sex machine, or anything, I had just had such a great orgasm, why push it? A few mins more of scrolling and I look to the heating pad and my Lovense Edge 2 is just looking at me, “fuck it”

I lube up the toy and has to slowly fuck myself on it due to the change in size. Soon it’s locking in my ass like it was tailor made. I pull up the patterns made by people and press play. Side note, used to hate this toy and thought it was overhyped…. I get it now. Those patterns are so freaking amazing! It’s like someone else is getting you off verses one continuous pattern. I’ll be honest I lost track of how long I played with this toy. I had some hands free orgasms for sure, they were all smaller and more rapid though. This toy is the perfect middle course, I’d never want to start or finish with it, which bring me to my favorite part of the night….. dildo time.

I grabbed my dildo and lubed it up, that first balls deep entrance is such a magical feeling. The fullness, the direct prostate contact, the knowledge that I’m about to use this till I’m leaking again… it’s amazing lol. Anyways I quickly decided I wanted to fuck the dildo on my bed post again. I opted for no sex machine, there’s just something great about being in doggie and backing up on my dildo that nothing compares to.

I get all situated with the blanket to catch the mess, pillows to lay my chest and head on, the toy lubed up and I assume the position. This is another of those special moments. On your knees pushing back as you feel the penetration. The toy sinking deeper and deeper till I feel the cold wood of my bedpost on my asscheek.

I start with gentle, deep, and slower thrust as I scroll Reddit. Soon I have to put my phone down and close my eyes. I slam balls deep onto the dildo and just started grinding my ass onto it. As my hips move in a deep circular motion I feel my cock leaking again. This dibble last for a few seconds then I start thrusting on the dildo again. More rapid thrust making sure to really grind against the toy when it in its deepest part. The music in the room takes over, I’m thrusting hard, fast, and deep, I’m lost in a trance with the music. My jaw drops open, my head bounces and I feel total euphoria. I’m free, I’m getting fucked, and I’m erupting.

I lost it. Moaning like a slut my cock is shooting all over the place, my ass clamps down on the dildo but my thrust don’t stop. Time stood still and all that existed was pleasure. I felt so good, so free, so warm. As I finally begin to come to reality I slide off the dildo and collapse onto the floor. Another hands free orgasm rocks my body and my stomach and thighs tighten, loosen, and contort however they want. I just lay there and take it. I laid there as the orgasm stops and am completely spent. My limbs heavy as tree trunks, my body soaked, and my mind on cloud nine.

I did eventually end up getting my stroker and having one last orgasm while on the ground before cleaning up everything. This night was amazing and my favorite session yet, so much so I’m about to try and fuck my dildo this morning once I’m done writing this.

Ass play is amazing, it’s a shame people view it as gay, taboo, or weird. This is like a mix of meditation and masturbation and I’ve never felt better about myself like I do after an intense session. Prostate play is the best!