Superficially, you'd never think that I want a family when you look at the way I behave out there in the real world. I'm never talking about sex or relationships or things like that. My parents are even starting to wonder if I'm ever going to settle down, get married and start having kids. However, all of this happens because I'm hiding my true feelings and desires in the deepest corner of my heart. Feelings which are deeper than any lake or trench and intense like a raging wildfire. Desires which have been unsatisfied since time immemorial.

I know that you exist. You're out there somewhere - we just haven't met yet. I know that your heart is longing for me deeply. You can't even describe that: it's such a strong and intense feeling. You can literally sense it in your heart right now, and you wish that it was something mutual; something powerful enough to be able to connect our hearts. I know that you want us to establish a resilient, lifelong bond, and achieve perfect intimacy together. I have to let you know that I have the exact same desires which are yet to be fulfilled. My heart is practically begging you to claim it and fill it up with your passionate love and affection for me, pure and undying, forever and ever.

The demands of my heart are rather simple. Marry you. Turn you into my wife and the mother of my children. Become your husband and the father of your kids. In the end, I'd morph into a family man and you'd turn into my housewife, once and forever. Just imagine the joy of our matrimony and parenthood slowly filling up our hearts with shared intimacy between us while our affection for each other is skyrocketing. Our mutual bond will become as strong as a hibiscus rope, nourished by our sublime faithfulness and devotion towards each other. No, it will be like an IV system connecting our hearts and minds, giving them the essential emotional nutrients we desperately need to thrive and prosper. Without it, we'd simply become weak and wither away.

I feel like I need to be fully devoted to you in order to maintain our bond stable and healthy. However, in order for it to be truly genuine, I want to be certain that you're craving all of the things that I do. That's why I need to tell you what I want most sincerely and what I feel the strongest urge for. Well, what I want is to see your sweet smile and to feel your gentle hands eagerly undressing me while I'm doing the same to you needfully. What I want is to know that our lust for each other is with a purpose. I need to feel your hands and tongue all over my bare body and I want to return that favor to you. I need to join our bodies in the most intimate way possible, driving myself as deep inside you as you want me to. I have to let you know that I perfectly know my goal in this game, which is to let my seed flow freely into you and ignite the spark of a new life inside your needy, fertile womb, thereby sealing our bond in eternity. I want to be certain that both of us are overjoyed at the idea of conceiving another human being who we'd both cherish and love more than anything else in this world.

You can definitely already sense that I want to manifest my emotions toward you in a very raw, physical and sensory manner. That's why I'm going to express them using my hands and mouth onto your body. I need to feel you reciprocate all of these actions onto mine. I want to show my love for your imperfections by covering every part of your body which you feel insecure about with so many of my kisses. I need to make you feel pleasured and confident and desired until our physical and emotional needs and urges are deeply interwoven in our hearts. I want to be as direct as possible with you because I need to make you sense what I feel for you on every imaginable level, converting my lust for you into passionate lovemaking and the cravings in my heart into beautiful kisses. I need to make you just as madly in love with me as I am with you.

I need all of this right here and now: my heart doesn't want to wait anymore, not even for a single moment. I need to sense your deep affection and desire, your touch and kiss; me gladly giving these things back to you in gratitude. I want to make you mine - my beloved wife and the mother of our adorable children. I need to feel us both hopelessly falling in love for each other, developing an unbreakable emotional and physical bond. I want to make sure that you love me intensely and want to be together with me forever. I'd love you back with all of my heart and I won't imagine any other future for ourselves besides becoming your loving husband and the father of our beloved kids. I need us to become one in all senses of the word - physically, mentally, sexually, spiritually. I want us to entangle our mutual feelings so deeply until we're eventually unable to live without each other.

These desires are so strong that I can barely think about anything else. Just hearing or thinking about the words "kids", "children", "wife", "husband", "mother", "father", "family" or "marriage" makes my heart pound intensely and longingly. These words tend to poke it in a way that makes me feel joy at the perspective of being blessed with these amazing things. I cannot even imagine having sex without the thought of fully committing myself to you and conceiving a child with you. Such is my desire to become a husband and father - it has become everything for me.

We'd eventually reach to the point of me inserting an engagement ring onto your finger, making you mine and becoming yours. Soon enough after that, we'd be saying our vows to each other while we're holding each other's hands. A deep, passionate and loving kiss would follow, marking another milestone in the maturation of our precious bond. The formal marker of the latter will be the moment that they place the rings of our lifelong commitment to each other onto our fingers, letting us know that there's no way back. We're going to intimately kiss these exact same rings and tightly hold the hands where they're placed every single day for the rest of our lives.