So this is a theory that I've had for a while and more and more I'm solidified in my mindset. So I have had many near death experiences. Like situations where death was the only logical outcome. But yet here I am living breathing and writing this post.

Here's why, when I'm in that near death state and my consciousness is leaving my body, instead of going wherever I'm supposed to go I got to the universe over where I somehow survived the encounter. I've had at least 4 to 6 of theses situations the most recent being about 6 years ago. Basically I pull a Rick and Morty and my consciousness invades and takes over a version of me in a universe close enough to the previous one I was in just I survived. Now this isn't something I've trained or practiced this just a natural reaction.

Now the complications that comes from this. I'm now a man out of place in time and space. I should not exist. But this is the more practical consequences and side effects of doing this.

1: I'm not in tune with the universe. Every universe has like a universal frequency that we are all in tune to. It's kinda like the closest we get to a hive mind. Everything vibrates at it's universe frequency. I do not. This leads to a overall sense of not belonging. Like even when I'm comfortable I feel off. If I had only jumped once or twice the difference in frequency would be minimal but I'm up to 6 jumps removed from my original universe. I feel a vibration under my bare feet standing on solid concrete. Sometimes when I'm stoned I swear I can feel the planet hurling through space. I am so alien in this current universe my already strained relationship with my family gas dissolved into total exile because I'm just too foreign from the people who "raised" me. My mother looks at me as if I'm a stranger and I feel no love for them.

2: Mandela effects. We already know how this phenomena works,well for me yea these are universes right next to each other but there are still some major changes. There's TV shows and movies that I can't find any trace of,that I know I'm not creative enough to had made them up myself. There's family memories that I have no recollection of. Prime example is my mother has talked about my little sister at like age 6 sleepwalking and we couldn't find her one day and we were panicking and Searching even calling the police only to find her curled up in the back of a closet somewhere. The time this would have happened I would have been a loving vigilante big brother and would have all but died if I thought my sister was missing. But no matter how much she tries to convince me I do not have any recollection of f this happening. And of course various other small things. Luckily I've never really kept permanent friends so I don't have a lot of this broken history with people but yeah somethings just didn't happen to me.

3: The host conscious. Now there would be no reason for the host body I take over to have vacated the body once I invade. I like to believe it's a matter of the strongest mind/soul/whatever you call it winning. So far I've just been lucky and won every time. But because I basically absorb the existing me,I now have these vivid memories that don't make sense. There is the life I know I've lived and can confirm for the most part or at least I don't doubt that happened. But now I have these other memories, these other lives I've lived where I've been everything from a Street kid to a low level facilator for illegal goods. I have vivid down to the point I can tell you the scent in the air memories that when I try to stack it up to my personal timeline just doesn't fit. How can I be a street kid running scams in my late teens early 20s when I also enlisted in the military around the same time. I've always been a well of random knowledge but I have these random skills I have no logical way of obtaining.

There's other minor things but overall these are the major side effects of these jumps. I recently had a event happen where it felt like one of me tried to make the jump to me. It was the most distressing feeling I've ever experienced and what's worse I was sitting at my desk working in no inherit danger. I was able to fight off whatever tired to absorb me but ever since I've felt even more removed from the universe. As if I don't have anymore jumps left now and my next near death might be my actual death. It also felt like for the first time ever I'm actually executing true free will. That I'm not just going through the motions. But yeah that's my experience with parallel universes and timelines.