I was going through my messenger and saw old group chats of different friend groups; high school, college and bpo workmates.

High school, we talk from time to time but I don’t remember the last time we hung out. One is getting married late this year and I’m invited, so there’s that.

College, was the peak. They would actually look for me. Then the pandemic happened and it was all downhill from there. They invited me twice and had to decline because timing bday of my mom and then my niece, then the invites stopped. I’m still in the discord server though.

Bpo workmates, we were a wave of 21 people and only 4 of us were straight men. So every break kami magkasama. At first I was a loner but then nagka close lang din. Then napunta sa other teams, nag resign(ako). I have a few videos of them chugging alcohol and sleeping in a random place and I used it to greet them on their birthday sa gc.

I just miss laughing with a group of people. Hays. 1 am tingz