...so damn quick.

so that's it, ayoko na. feel ko napaka-pointless lahat ng naramdaman ko for him. we've been talking for a few months now. and when i felt like i'm ready to give in, parang may sumapak sa akin out of nowhere and realized na one-sided na naman 'to fs. ayoko naman mag-demand ng reciprocation since alam ko, ayaw niya sa ganon, at wala ako sa lugar for that. i'm willing to pursue him kaso ganon din ginawa ko previously with a diff guy; wala naman nangyari. pero nagiinarte lang din siguro ako HAHSHAH but i don't want to prolong my suffering anymore (oa).

kung mabasa mo man 'to, i told the sun and the moon about you. try kita mahalin in a diff lifetime:) but i hope that in this current space & time, mahanap mo na disney prince mo🫶

siri, play 'still over it' by summer walker🧍‍♀️🥲