Yung maintindihin, yung magpamahal, yung genuine, yung ibibigay lahat para sa taong mahal niya, lahat gagawin at isasakripisyo para sa kanila.

Gusto ko sumigaw kasi nasasaktan ako ngayon na wala nang natira para sakin and how I wish ibalik ng Diyos sakin yung ako na kilala ng tao, yung kilala ko. Yung binuo ko through the years. Yung makikinang na mga mata at pagkatao as I love meeting people, understanding life, learning from people of all walks of life, and appreciate everything that is happening.

Ngayon, I feel rotten. Alone. Helpless.

Sana pinrotektahan ko sarili ko. Sana I learned to love myself more than what I gave to someone who can't or may have never appreciate me for she sees me as laging kulang, bare minimum, at needing for something more.

Sana mabalik ko in an instant yung nawala. Ayoko na. Ang sakit sakit na. Ubos na talaga ako.