We met in a band concert. He really caught my attention because he looks like my ideal guy (physically) and he seemed sweet.

HE IS SWEET. HE IS UNDERSTANDING. HE TREATS ME A LIKE A PRINCESS BY SERVING ME. He cooks for me, washes my clothes, etc. He even removes my make up when I forget to do it. I didn’t ask him to do it. He does them in his own will.

But…. he is afraid to work. He has a severe fear of socializing with other people. I deeply understand that he is scared to meet and work with others. He tried to apply for a job twice and he also got rejected with these two experiences. This made him scared to get a job. He is trying but it is very difficult for him.

He sometimes gets annoyed when I ask about his plans for the future. I want to understand him more, but I sometimes get frustrated.

This isn’t just about money. It is also about the future that we both want. I am scared because it feels that I am the only one who wants to be better in the future.