I’ve been so addicted to porn and hentai for so long that it’s become the norm for me. Before I knew it, I turned into the stereotypical disgusting degenerate gooner. I’m literally at the lowest i’ve ever been. I’m basically a shut in neet/hikikimori. If my 10 year old self saw me now- he’d be fucking disgusted. I’ve gotten so bad that I lost so much money because of my addiction. Today I lost $100 which is what snapped me into reality. What the actual fuck have I been doing?

I’ve decided to quit cold turkey. I scrolled through this sub for a bit looking for advice n whatnot. I’m gonna try getting my life together. Workout, start taking uni more seriously, maybe find some productive hobbies.

to be honest, idk why exactly I’m making this post, but yeah. I hope I don’t let this define me. I hope I can leave this version of me here and become a brand new person.