I’m new to the group and glad I found it. Nothing turns me on more than being on my knees in front of a straight man, feeling his bulge, unzipping him, cupping his balls, and taking his hard shaft in my mouth. I may suck a gay guy if he is masculine, but much prefer straight cock. As a gay man, it’s all about the feeder, his cock, and his pleasure. I NEVER want any reciprocation. I’m generally intimidated by straight men, but very much appreciate a straight man willing to allow me to service him. Even though I may only be a mouth, this connection with a straight man makes me feel accepted in a small way. It’s my role in the world of men. I get to experience his masculine power. I swallow his manly fluid and it becomes a small part of me. Special turn ons for me: knowing the cock in my mouth has been in pussy and possibly fathered children, a gold band on a guy’s left ring finger, a guy who gets a little rough face fucking me, some verbal humiliation, and maybe a slap in the face or head. I walk around during the day wondering what men I encounter would be willing to let me blow them. I meet some local feeder I can regularly satisfy.