hii everyone! :3 nice to meet you all <3

as the title suggests, I'm looking for a mommy that could own me and turn me into her needy little baby. particularly, I'm very very interested in orgasm control, especially on the denial front. for me, and I don't know why but it's something that I've known for a while 😭😭😭, denial and making me really wet and achy makes me feel really little and small— especially over long periods of time. I get really dependent and my brain just melts, and I've always wanted someone to take advantage of that without any reservations. I want to be manipulated and further and further forced into little behaviors as I get more and more needy and broken. I have so many fantasies on this front 😅

I really like being made to suck on my thumb. I don't have a pacifier but I have a lovense egg vibrator, and sucking on the small long end of it does mimic that. while I'm not into toilet play whatsoever, the idea (I don't know how I'd feel in practice) to keep me from leaking everywhere is attractive. language control sounds humiliating (by that I mean in the best way possible), I also think cute clothes are fun but I don't have any :(

as you can probably tell, this is primarily going to be a NSFW relationship, not a SFW one. I understand if that's not your vibe, and if it's not, no need to msg me!

beyond me in terms of kinks, a short rundown of who I am is that I'm a permanently tired college student who adores cats and music. seriously, have my camera roll is probably cats or cat memes and I probably have spotify on the majority of the day. I also like reading and writing fanfic sometimes! I used to do it more, but I've always had ups and downs in my interests in things, but I always return to them.

for how I look, I'm pale, short (5'0), and I have blue-gray eyes! I also have brown hair that's pretty long, not super long though, and while I'm overweight I'm working on it </3. because of body image issues I'm hesitant to share images, especially if they're NSFW, but that comes down to trust.

please please please message me if you're interested <3 especially if you're a little older but still really sweet and talkative, I want someone who will make me feel small and dumb and cute 😭